I really dislike my life. Almost to the extent of hate but I don't
feel motivated enough to even say "hate". I'm tired of being around a
military stepdad all the time who really has nothing better to do but
to rag and nag on the littlest things that I haven't met my goals
with. I'm depressed, the only good thing that I can say I enjoy is my
grandparents, my girlfriend, some of my friends, Dad (actual dad), and
the people on my moms side and dads side who haven't done anything to
contribute to my depression. I'm frustrated.. I don't have a car, a
liscense or a permit. I haven't even started my driving classes. I am
doing horrible in some of my classes. I feel like a wreck. Correction,
I AM a wreck. If I could just run away with me and my significant
other, I would. I would book it. I can't take this shit anymore.