"Oh, their faces are dancing, they're dancing"

"I just want to be better than, your head's only medicine.
A downward spiral, just a pirouette.
Getting worse until there's nothing left
What good comes of something, when I'm just the ghost of 
nothing?"

Sometimes I don't know what to do when I want to make people happy, and I just cant.
Im so scared of so many things going wrong, and its hard because I dont know where to go sometimes...
I dont know how to cry, because I dont have tears... 
I dont know how to be vent it any other way than just writing it all out...
Sometimes its the only way I can stay sane...

"a composer but never composed, singing the symphonies of the overdosed... a composer but never composed..."

I just want to be better than what I am...