"and I smile as I respire"

"It's not fair, just let me perfect it
Don't want to live a life that was comprehensive,"

 I grow to love the lyrics and the melody more and more everyday.  It's like a re-birth without the "birth".  It's like a retox without the "tox" but more of a "new".  I'm new in a lot of ways, and I'm also the same in others, change in a good way not bad.  I'm feeling more and more like I'm growing mentally, musically, and emotionally.  It's different when things really kick into gear for you and you don't expect to grow as fast..but trust me, it happens fast.  And I sit here and reminisce on the earlier me(s) and I have to say, I like the most updated version much more than the previous one.  There were a lot of bug fixes as you can say...