Windowpanes.

Lately, I've been in deep thought.  I don't know but it seems like everyday I'm having these
in depth thoughts.  I feel in a way...lost.  The sad part is, I don't know what I'm searching for.
I've got this small bolt loose in the mechanics of my head.  I know it's there somewhere, but I can't find it.
and the last thing I need is any magnets invading my brain to search for it.  I feel out of place sometimes. 
Like a loneliness when I'm surrounded by people I love & people who love me.  I love my girlfriend, and I'm happy that shes in my life.  I think what really gets me down is that I only have one life.  One life to try and
help people, to try and bring people together, and to learn from others.  Its a bit of a burden sometimes... knowing that you only have one life to be able to live and teach before your day comes along and you pass away, into the pages of Life's chronicles.

I wonder how many people I can help and teach before I pass away.
I just want to be someone people can say made an influence on them, a good influence.